I wrote this poem/song in 1996 when Tracey was moving out—leaving the nest—for what we knew would probably be the final time. It’s written from a mother’s perspective. It made its way around the Internet for a few years—maybe it still gets around some—and we know of instances, and have been told of others, when it has been recited by tearful mother’s at weddings. A friend of mine sang it at Tracey’s wedding.
My Little Girl’s Room
I remember all the nights when I went down the hall
I’d stand at the door and watch my baby sleep
My heart would fill my throat; my tears would start to fall
As I prayed the Lord her precious soul to keep
The years slipped quickly by; I watched her as she grew
I laughed at all the silly things she’d do
She was always there with me; she made my life complete
She knew how to make me smile when I felt blue
My little girl’s room… teddy bears on the bed
All of her things scattered on the floor
My little girl’s room… where I tucked her in each night
Then I turned out the light and gently closed the door
I remember all the nights when she would sit with me
And tell me all the things she’d done in school
She said I was her best friend as she held my hand
She said she was so lucky to have a mom so cool
The years slipped quickly by; I watched her dress for the prom
I wondered, who was this woman standing there
My heart came to my throat, my tears began to fall
As I thought of all the precious times we’d shared
My little girl’s room… teddy bears on the bed
All of her things scattered on the floor
My little girl’s room… where I tucked her in each night
Then I turned out the light and gently closed the door
Then there was the night, when she came rushing in
I can still see the smile upon her face
I fought back my tears; I know my smile was thin
As she said, Mom, guess what? I’ve found my own place!
Now sometimes late at night, I stand there at her door
And stare at an empty floor lit by the moon
My heart comes to my throat; my tears begin to fall
As I stare at what was once my little girl’s room
My little girl’s room… teddy bears on the bed
Her things no longer scattered on the floor
My little girl’s room… where I tucked her in each night
Now I turn out the light… and gently close the door
Copyright © 1996 C. Mashburn
Posting this oldie on dVerse Poets Pub’s weeekly “Poetics” feature. Stu offered up the writing prompt of “Growing Up” this week, and I thought this was a good one to share with my fellow poets and readers.
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brian miller said
oy so full of emotion man….know i will be no good the day my sons move out….i still got time…but all those memories rushing at me at once….the realization of finality…oy…
charlesmashburn said
Definitely not something we look forward to.
Thanks, Brian!
Mary said
Wow, Charles, this is so poignant. I feel this deeply….remembering from so many perspecrives. My old room when I went off to college; the room when my daughters left home; and now my granddaughter who considers one of my bedrooms HER bedroom. Rooms hold so many memories…and it is hard when something changes.
charlesmashburn said
Thank you, Mary. Yes, rooms… so many come to mind when I start thinking about them.
claudia said
oh they grow up so quickly, don’t they..? my eldest daughter is 22 now and just about to go and study in australia for half a year.. i def. can feel this..
charlesmashburn said
Yes, they do! Tracey’s daughter, Savannah, is already 12!
Thanks, Claudia!
zongrik said
so heart-wrenching
charlesmashburn said
Thank you for the visit and comment! I’m glad you stopped by!
stuartmcphersonpoet said
Charles, this is perfect for the prompt. I don’t have children myself, but I can feel the emotion and appreciate it none the less. Would love to hear this put to music….what style would it be? blues maybe? or country?…very cool…it must be so hard to see a child fly the nest, but the pride must be equally powerful
charlesmashburn said
It comes out as country to me. I’ve always imagined Reba McEntire doing it, but made some attempts to get it to her or an agent, and had no luck. I have a the music in my head for it, too, but don’t play an instrument.
Andf, yes, with this one the pride is big; she is a wonderful young woman with a great husband and two awesome children. Owns her own successful business, too. Very proud of her!
Gretchen Leary said
Your got me close to tears here. Okay, in tears now. This was wonderful. It made me think of the song “Butterfly Kisses”.
charlesmashburn said
Tears? My work here is done!
Thanks for the visit and great comment, Gretchen!
Tony said
I’m not a Mum – for obvious reasons – andI’ve no kids of my own, but reading this gave me a rael insight into how it feels to have them leave home. You brought a tear to these cynical eyes and a lump in my throat!
charlesmashburn said
Thanks for the great compliment, Tony!