Sometimes life throws you fastballs, sometimes curves, and sometimes a big ol’ change up comes floating across the plate, and you swing at it three times before it plops into the catcher’s glove. The following poem doesn’t have anything to do with baseball, but it has a lot to do with life, and sometimes as we struggle along our way, we feel like we’re just disturbing the air.
Disturbing the Air
Too easily distracted
I often find myself
In the midst of life’s battles
With no shield or armor
Swept along in the current
Of worldly affairs
I find myself defenseless
On the outside of my stronghold
And so it is on this day
I struggle to define the difference
Between things that matter
And things that do not
Many times finding them intertwined
Compounding my confoundedness
But I refuse to give in
And continue to seek knowledge
Looking eagerly forward to the day
When the difference—the way
Is clear and I can focus
On those things that truly matter
The day I can march boldly
Shield and armor of faith in place
Toward my destination
Without sway diversion or doubt
Alas… that day… is not today
Copyright © 2012 C. Mashburn
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chris said
Good one! I know this problem well.
charlesmashburn said
Yep, it a familiar malady; not to be confused with the same old song.
I appreciate the visit and comment, Chris!
ihatepoetry said
But keep punching! Like the inspirational tone of this.
charlesmashburn said
Thanks! I’m glad you like it!
I appreciate the visit and comment, too!
Gay Reiser Cannon said
The Way – does the mind ever quit its exploration – lost in a wood and there always seems to be “many” paths and surely each turn makes some difference yet I suspect they all ultimately lead home. Faith is your measure, and the journey is for learning. Just be sure to pay attention whatever your path, after all you’re leaving signposts and touchstones for those who follow.
charlesmashburn said
Right on, Gay! Focus is the key! Choose your path and stay your eyes upon it!
Thanks for the awesome comment!
brian miller said
smiles…it is something we must think on every morning in rising…what is important and what armor do we wear out intot he battle for surely it is a battle and there are many days i stumble home pulling a fletching from my posterior….
charlesmashburn said
That’s what I’m talkin bout, my man!
Thanks for the visit and great comment!
sillyfrogsusan said
Compounding my confoundedness sounds like a definition of daily routine…ahhhh, retirement, where art thou?
Well said Charles!
charlesmashburn said
I could not resist that line! Almost used it for the title!
Thanks for the visit and comment, Susan!
Daydreamertoo said
Yes, always keep on keeping on. No-one said we have to be perfect, as long as we don’t keep repeating the same mistakes over and over, we are moving forward in our learning.
Well said Charles.
charlesmashburn said
Yep! Like I always say, the next step is the most important one you will ever take!
Thanks for the visit and comment, Daydreamer!
New View From Here said
This is a great poem, and such an honest reflection on life. Mixture of frustration, doubt, hope & faith…and the ending is perfect!
Keep up the great work!
charlesmashburn said
Thanks, Reggie! I’m glad you like the poem, and I appreciate the great comment!
Sharon Ingraham said
I hear you Charles and as agnostic a soul as I am, I could also hear Onward Christian Soldiers and Marching to Pretoria throughout; the poem has rhythm and verve and I will join your battle and your march … yesssss
http://leapinelephants.blogspot.ca/2012/05/no-more-than-bird-with-piercing-voice.html
charlesmashburn said
What an awesome comment! Thanks for stopping by, Sharon!
Heaven (@asweetlust) said
Some days I feel so let down and bewildered by all the crazy things ~ Your poem resonated with me ~ Happy day to you ~
http://a-sweetlust.blogspot.ca/2012/05/moon.html
charlesmashburn said
I hear ya, Heaven. Some days are crazier than others!
Thanks for the great comment!
Sherry Mashburn said
Cool! Love the intro, too.
charlesmashburn said
OH-KAY!
leahJlynn said
I can totally relate to this honest poem.,It’s true we go through many things feeling we are defenseless.and o get the last two lines. Blessings
http://leah-jamielynn.typepad.com
charlesmashburn said
Thank you very much, Leah! I appreciate your visit and comment!
Raivenne said
I see what you mean on our similar minds today. Yes, I can relate to this. I’m still stumbling and bumbling along on my path hoping it’s the right direction. And on occasion having to back track part of a trail when I’ve fallen slightly off. Here’s to better days for us both tomorrow.
charlesmashburn said
Oh, don’t mind my writings, Raivenne. Yesterday wasn’t a bad day at all; the write was contrived from an piece of prose I’d written last year. But, there are bad days; we wouldn’t know the good ones if not for the bad to compare them to.
Mary said
I understand what you are saying about finding yourself defenseless. I sometimes feel the same way and have to find a way to muster my strength with whatever ‘armor’ I have at my side. I think we all have to keep keeping on, despite ‘diversion or doubt.’
charlesmashburn said
I don’t really find myself defenseless, but sometimes feel that way. And, yes, we definitely have to forge on, despite any and all things that come against us.
Thanks for the great comment, Mary!
Mary said
I know what you mean, Charles.
Sharonlee http://seasonsandreasons.blogspot.com.au/ said
Well captured Charles… those days are sent to try us!
charlesmashburn said
We’ll face trials, big and small, daily. I just keep plowing through them, moving toward the light!
Thanks for the visit and comment!
hedgewitch said
WordPress is just driving me crazy lately–it refused to let me log in earlier when I tried to comment and still won;t let me ‘like’ this post, which i do, very much. I think we all feel like this, much of the time–you hit a nerve. (But in a good way. ;_) )
charlesmashburn said
Technology is great when it’s working right, but it sure can contribute to our confoundedness when it ain’t!
hedgewitch said
Yeah! Whack it with your sword for me, will ya? 😉
charlesmashburn said
ah’ight den
hypercryptical said
Lovely! We do all think like this at times and may never find the answer/peace we are searching for – nevertheless goal achieved or not – it shows we are thinking and we are still alive in ourselves.
Anna :o]
charlesmashburn said
Good thoughts are a good thing, and come in all forms; the key is in how we use them.
Thanks for the visit and comment!
SandySays1 said
Great philo— Both me and my human liked it! And so true.
Sandy
http://www.sandysays1.wordpress.com
charlesmashburn said
Thanks, Sandy! I took Dockers over to visit your blog, and she loves your stories.
I hope you’ll stop by again!
shanyns said
Very well done my friend, I know those days, but with faith we can put on the armor and pray we don’t need to use it!
charlesmashburn said
I think we have to be like soldiers; never leave home without it.