Obsessing Still
In my youth I was obsessed
with the automobile
and its awesome power
Owned me
Its only rival the music
that moved me
Or were they partners in the game
Both have ceased
to call to me
And yet… I find myself obsessing still
But now… with being still
Absorbing silence
Breathing deep of the rose
Rendered odorless by man’s fumbling desire
To make things “better”
In the void, seeking; sometimes finding
Blessed inner peace
Wanting nothing more
Hoping for nothing less
Obsessing on its promised caress
All else… scattering in the road
Behind me
Now and then, glancing up to the mirror
Watching… as the silent movie plays
Parts and pieces bouncing and tumbling
Into the muddy ditch of the past
Once filled with the raging waters
Of my life
Copyright © 2012 C. Mashburn